hatred..

Blog excerpt from 2005

Wednesday, September 21.

loved you with all my heart, but that wasnt
enough.

I thought you knew how much i cared, and
felt the same way to, but i was wrong.

I gave you so many chances, to try and change;

But none of them was used, which brings us to this day.

A day full of hate, dread, and sorrow.

That I never can forget.

You lied to me again, and done what i
thought was best.

I told you it was over, that this
was the end;

But fact is I still love you, but your no
where to be found...

I figured if you cared, you would
try to work things out, but you didnt.

You agreed for it to end. ..

I still love you and hope you know, but someday i will eventually let go.

I miss your touch and kiss, but maybe one day we will meet again.

I sit here alone. Wondering, thinking. .

Who will she be? Will it be me? Do you still love me?

This i dont know, but maybe one day, you will tell me so. . .