hatred..

Blog excerpt from 2005

Wednesday, September 21.

loved you with all my heart, but that wasnt
enough.

I thought you knew how much i cared, and
felt the same way to, but i was wrong.

I gave you so many chances, to try and change;

But none of them was used, which brings us to this day.

A day full of hate, dread, and sorrow.

That I never can forget.

You lied to me again, and done what i
thought was best.

I told you it was over, that this
was the end;

But fact is I still love you, but your no
where to be found...

I figured if you cared, you would
try to work things out, but you didnt.

You agreed for it to end. ..

I still love you and hope you know, but someday i will eventually let go.

I miss your touch and kiss, but maybe one day we will meet again.

I sit here alone. Wondering, thinking. .

Who will she be? Will it be me? Do you still love me?

This i dont know, but maybe one day, you will tell me so. . .

For Once

sometimes, i don't know why i

bother to love,

when i know

for a fact that

it'll always be the

same story,

chasing a heart that

will never be

mine and mine only;

begging for some

affection that

will never be given,

sacrificing for a

doubtful future;

and crying and fyting

for a love that makes

my life

crazy,

most difficult and the

most critical...

but still..

loving is

the happiest

thing ever..

-sad but true..

somebody send this message to me,

about 12:02 am of today...

well, you know who u are..

Blog post from my multiply site - 2007

BAILA!

REMEMBER that you CAN DANCE everywhere even in your HEART;

So don’t ever think that you CAN’T DANCE..